Childhood.... I miss you! :)

Oh how I miss thosedays wherein I was just a kid.
When all I have to do is wake up in the morning go to school,
and when I'm finally home in the afternoon I can play all I want.

No responsibilities,
No pressure,
No demands from you,
No obligations..

All you have to do is play when it's sunny.
Bathe in the rain when it comes.

I was even excited to grow up when I was still a kid.
If I could just click on a forward button I will.
But as we know life,
it doesn't work that way.

Yeah they said life is a bitch.
Life is unfair.
It comes around and knock you down.

Well CHILDHOOD even if I really miss you so much..
I know you'll never come back.
'Cause time is something you can never repeat.
And you are time's companion.

Maybe I just have to keep the lessons you taught me.

But CHILDHOOD,
It's really hard to let you go.
That's why in despair it's you that I'm searching for.

I have love you CHILDHOOD.
And I will.. forever.

Thank you for teaching me great lessons.

• When I fall and got bruises,cry then get up
• When it's sunny enjoy it's brightness even if it's hot
• When it's raining and it's cold take a bath from it's endless shower
• When you are embarrased forget it the next day
• Laugh your heart out when you heard a funny joke, until your tummy aches
• Cry when your sad, endlessly, then move on and forget
• Forgive like pain and anger will go away after shakin hands with someone you hate
• Be contented to sit in the park and appreciate the free time
• Be amazed in nature's simplicity
• Enjoy every food you want and forget about my diet
• Don't care how I look like as long as it's fun
• Money is not a problem we can play with whatever we can see the surroundings
• Wear anything without a care
• No backstabbing friends
• More time with family
• There's just so may things i miss bout you!

You know that I love you. You know that I miss you. But I can never have you. We can never be together, officially, I understand. But remember: my heart is with you. Thank you for every lesson. For every joy and laughter. All the sincere smile and endless tears. You may not know it but you were one of those that I love the most, and treasures the most. As I've said in one of my poems, "I hope we will see each other again, in this same blank horizon, A better you and better I, a better heart, a better smile".

See you again CHILDHOOD. I love you. ♥