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30 Day Challenge DAY 7

DAY 7
♥♥  A picture of the person you do the most fucked up things with. ♥♥

Nakakahilo. Msakit sa ulo. Pasensya sa larawan. Ganun daw depende sa nasa picture :)

Miss ko na to.

Endless Blank Horizon

Gibberish whisper of the murmuring wind

With it's scent so familiar

It was eating my soul up

Sending chills to my bones

Maybe the moon wasn’t eccentric after all

Cause now it's gone along with the stars

Maybe she's not selfish after all

And it's not only admiration that she needs

She also wants to spend sometime alone

Hiding amidst the thick clouds

Wherein no one can see her

Wherein she can be herself

Maybe I'm just like you Luna

Or maybe I'm not

We're still unique individuals after all

I’m not you and you're not me

I'm hoping to see you again

In this same blank horizon

A better you and better I

A better heart and better smile

30 Day Challenge

DAY 5
♥♥ A picture of something you love ♥♥

TAHO. Definitely. :)

CHANGES

Everything's becoming more vivid.

Structures are sharper.

I'm gaining my old self back. Positively. Still trying to get a hold of my best side and put it into existence. Once

again.

Less alcohol consumption.

Less cigarette sticks.

Less nonsense night out.
Less time wasting activities.

More exercise.

More healthy diet.

I wanna do more.

And I realized that in order to do that there are things that I would need to give up.

I wanna save.

I no longer wanna live in a paycheck to paycheck basis.

i can't.

Where I wanna start?

Physical change :)

I'm gonna go take pictures of myself for the following days and post them.

Hoping this will be successful...

We will see.

While I'm gonna continue writing in my journal monitoring the changes.

I'll check on part time jobs and see if it works for me.

This maybe bad for my bloglife...

But if this is the path towards self improvement..
I'll go ahead and take it.

Usapang Trabaho

I know hindi ako nakakapagpost masyado recently. Sorry naman po. Medyo busy busyhan lang sa personal life. Nakakalito tong mga panahon na to. Ewan ba. Came March sobrang ang dami kong gusto. Wanna change careers. Hindi naman ganun kasimple. Labo noh?

Nag apply sa ibang company nagtraining ng isang araw tapos biglang nagsubmit ng resignation sa current company na hindi naman natuloy. Napigil nila ko. I want something more productive lang talaga siguro.

When my friends would ask for my opinion when it comes to relationships, simple lang naman mga sinasabi ko.

Isa sa madalas kong sabihin "When there's no growth in that relationship, let go. It wont make sense. It's just gonna get stagnat til you realize one day na sinayang niyo lang pareho oras niyo"

Applicable naman kasi yung payo na yun sa lahat ng bagay ata. Narealize ko yun sa trabaho ko. Alam mo yung pakiramdam na nakakapagod. Different day pero same shit.

Can't get a hold of my emotions recently. LOL.

Sabi ko nga sa mga iba kong kakilala na yung interest nila yung trabaho nila. Ang swerte swerte nila yun ang nasabi ko. Your passion is your career? Perfect yun para sakin.

Come to think of it. Yung iba pera pera lang. Career na hindi naman talaga sila masaya. Pagod sa trabaho, daming kita. Fulfilled? Hindi. Yung iba nag go sa passion nila tapos wala namang kinikita. Labo labo talaga.

Hay.. Swerte nung mga sumasahod ng 200 thousand a month. Hahahaha. Dami nilang pera. Pero masaya ba?

Hanggang ngayon pinag iisipan ko pa rin ano gusto ko.

Suggestions? :)

30 Day Challenge

DAY 4
♥♥ A picture of something you'd like to do again ♥♥

Gimik with friends :)

sorry naman tinakpan ang face ng kasama baka magalit eh. hahaha

30 Day Challenge

DAY 3
♥♥ A picture of the cast from your favorite show ♥♥

Why Gossip Girl? Simple. They're just doing one another. Hahaha. Funny right? But why? Are you guilty? :) Every show has a basis. Nuff said. Just another bit of reality.

30 Day Challenge

DAY 2
♥♥ A picture of you with the person you have been closest with the longest ♥♥

Proximity of time.


It's gonna be Bella. She was still a baby in the picture. For almost 7 months (which I know is a short period of time) She's still the one I've learned to love the most. So she's definitely the one I'm closest to.

I learned to love unselfishly. Without holding back. To give everything that I can. Taught me the perfect meaning of priority. Patience and strength are being tested and you know you can't give up. You wont. You don't have to love in order to be close, but you can't stop love from bringing you.. closer.

30 Day Challenge

DAY 1
♥♥A Picture of Yourself with 10 Facts♥♥

1. I love watches. You will see that I am wearing one on my left arm. That's one of my favorites.


2. I am an observer.


3. Sunnies are my BFF on a sunny day. ☺


4. I'm comfortable wearing shorts.


5. I'm a fan of bags.


6. Accessories brighten up my lazy days. Check out how the necklace made my white top more interesting. 


7. I love having fun. I'm still a kid at heart. By the way, photo was taken at Enchanted Kingdom :).


8. Red lipstick is one of the best pick me upper.


9. I love photos of me being taken as if I'm not aware of it. Ala stolen. Lol.


10. I'm doing this 'cause everyone else did.

Maybe I Should Try This After All

30 Day Challenge

Day 01 - A picture of yourself with ten facts.
Day 02 - A picture of you and the person you have been closest with the longest.
Day 03 - A picture of the cast from your favorite show.
Day 04 - A picture of something you’d like to do again.
Day 05 - A picture of something you love.
Day 06 - A picture that makes you laugh.
Day 07 - A picture of the person you do the most f*cked up things with.
Day 08 - A picture of your night.
Day 09 - A picture of the person who has gotten you through the most.
Day 10 - A picture of your most treasured item.
Day 11 - A picture of something you hate.
Day 12 - A picture of your favorite memory.
Day 13 - A picture of your favorite band or artist.
Day 14 - A picture of someone you could never imagine your life without.
Day 15 - A picture of something you want to do before you die.
Day 16 - A picture of someone who inspires you.
Day 17 - A picture of something that has made a huge impact on your life recently.
Day 18 - A picture of your biggest insecurity.
Day 19 - A picture and a letter.
Day 20 - A picture of somewhere you’d love to travel.
Day 21 - A picture of something you wish you could forget.
Day 22 - A picture of something you wish you were better at.
Day 23 - A picture of your favorite book.
Day 24 - A picture of something you wish you could change.
Day 25 - A picture of your day.
Day 26 - A picture of something that means a lot to you.
Day 27 - A picture of yourself and a family member.
Day 28 - A picture of something you’re afraid of.
Day 29 - A picture that can always make you smile.
Day 30 - A picture of someone you miss.

At Nang Malanta ang mga Santan (Part2)

Tangi kong naririnig ay ang busina ng mga sasakyan. Maingay. Nakakabingi. Magulo ang paligid. Ngunit alam ko sa sarili ko na mas nanaisin ko ito kaysa naman ang nakakabinging katahimikan.

Sapagkat kapag nagkaganon muli lamang dadaloy ang mga luha ng walang humpay. Wala nanaman ako ibang madarama kundi ang nakamamatay na kalungkutan. Hindi ko na maalala kanino ko narinig ang madramang termino na yun. "Nakamamatay daw ang kalungkutan lalo na kung pagkabigo sa pag ibig ang pinag ugatan nito."

Paroo't parito ang mga tao. Walang tigil. Ganoon nga lang ata talaga minsan, magsisilbi kang kalsada sa iba't ibang tao. Tanging silbi mo lang ay daanan para sa tunay nilang destinasyon.Ganun, dadaanan ka. Walang pakundangang aapakan. Minsan masaklap niyan duduraan ka pa. Basta importante lang naman mapuntahan nila yung kailangan nila marating. Oh eh ano, kalsada a nga lang diba?

Mahaba haba rin ang byahe. Traffic!Di ko namalayan nakatulog na pala ko sa dyip sa kabila ng init. Siguro dahil na rin iyon sa sobrang pagod noong mga nakaraang araw. Pagkarating ko sa LRT buti naman at wala masyadong tao. Medyo nabawasan din ang init na nararamdaman ko dahil sa lamig na dulot ng airconditioner. Pero paglipat sa MRT. whoah! Bungguan na kayo ng siko. Ramdam mo na pawis ng katabi mo. Tipong kung merong may putok maaamoy mo talaga. Naloka ako ng husto.

Pinili ko sumakay sa ordinary bus. Ang sarap naman kasi ng hangin. Muli akong nakatulog dahil na rin sa ihip ng hangin. Idagdag mo pa na maliban sa makina ng bus ang maririnig mo na lang ay pagaspas ng mga dahon sa bawat isa sa halip na busina ng mga sasakyan. Hay... Namiss ko to.

Sabay tanong sa sarili, kelan ko nga ba huling nagawa to? Ang umalis ng mag isa. 

Damhin lang ang bawat paghinga. Masdan ang kalikasan at mamangha. Lumanghap ng sariwang hangin.  Makinig sa huni ng mga ibon. Matulala sa berdeng tanawin na animo isa itong obra maestra na ipininta ng perpekto at walang kapintasan man lamang. Kelan nga ba?

Ngayon ko naramdaman ang mga kakulangan ko. Mga bagay na pinabayaan kong lumipas ng ganoon na lamang. Mga sandaling napabayaan at naging kasayangan. Mga yaman na kung bakit hindi ko napuna. Hindi pinagtuunan ng pansin na akala mo ay basura lamang. Ngayon ako nalilito.

Ang tagal ko pala talaga naging abala sa mga bagay na wala namang saysay. Nangarap ng walang direksyon at nagmithi na matamo ang bagay na alam kong lilipas din. Tapos hayun ng hindi ko nakuha akala mo nagunaw ang mundo ko na kung tutuusin isang oportunidad lang naman ang nawala. Hindi naman ako namatayan. Tsk.

Ngayon habang nakikita ko ang mga bagay na una kong minahal unti unti akong nakaka recover . Ngayon ko naalala kung gano ko minahal ang simpleng buhay noon. Na tangi ko lang naman ginusto ay ang may sapat. Sapat para mabuhay. Sapat para sabihing hindi kulang. O di kaya'y sapat para magkaroon ako ng dahilan para patuloy na mangarap at masabik sa sorpresang kasama ng bukas.

Bukas iibig. Bukas ngingiti. Bukas mangangarap. Bukas sasayaw. Bukas kakanta. Sa saliw ng musika. Kaulayaw ng tinig ng kalikasan. Bukas babalik ako at babalikan kita. Bukas... ..muli kong makikilala ang sarili ko.

Ngunit dahil nandito na ko sa Bulacan, oras na para bumaba. Kaya't ako ay nagpatuloy sa paglakad, pababa ng bus papunta sa lugar kung saan kami magkikita. Habang sinsalubong ako ng malakas at malamig na hangin. Tanawin ng mga kawayan at sa malayo'y kabundukan at naramdaman ko ang kapayapaan kahit panandalian.

(Itutuloy)

At Nang Malanta ang mga Santan (Part I)

Ang araw na iyon ay mainit. Tirik ang araw. Maalinsangan ang simoy ng hangin. Masakit sa balat ang dampi nito. Nakakatuyot.

Gusto ko ng payong ngunit masakit ang aking mga braso upang hawakan ito.  Gusto ko ng sunblock man lamang upang huwag naman matusta ang balat ko ngunit saan ako kukuha nito? Wala akong dala. Isa pa ito ay malagkit.

Ngayon ako nagsisisi na lumabas ako ng bahay. Dapat pala hindi na lang ako sumama. Tutal hindi naman talaga ang mga pinakamalapit kong kaibigan ang naroon.

Marahil tatanggapin naman nila kung sasabihin kong hindi maganda ang aking pakiramdam. Kahit pa sabihing excuse lang yun sa katamaran ko.

Pero sige, tutal at nandito na din naman ako sa arawan naghihintay ng dyip itutuloy ko na.

Ilang oras din naman kasi ang byahe papuntang Bulacan. Kaya kailangan umalis ako ng mas maaga para hindi naman nakakahiya. dyip, lrt, tapos mrt. Dyip ulit, bus, at traysikel nandun na ko. Iniisip ko palang nararamdaman ko na ang pagod.

Nakakatawang isipin na gagawin ko ito upang mag unwind ngunit wala pa man pagod na ko. "Hay....." sana makukuha sa buntonghininga lahat ng hinanakit.

Ang sama sama ng loob ko pagkatapos kong malaman na yung inaakala ko na gusto ko ay makukuha ko na. Biglang hindi. Magulo ba? Teka, may isang bagay akong gusto, akala ko sa wakas ay makukuha ko na siya, biglang hindi.

Ewan ko ba kung bakit ang daming bagay sa buhay na akala mo abot kamay mo na tapos biglang ang layo layo pala. Parang isang gabi na nakatingin ka lang sa buwan at mga bituin kala mo abot kamay at maaari mong hawakan ngunit napakalayo pa pala.

Isa yan sa mga bagay na siguro hindi ko na dapat makalimutan.

Ayan na ang dyip, pinara ko at sumakay ako.

Eto Pa Ang Isa

Sometimes, people do need space. Not at all times we need a companion, so that we'll realize that there are simple wonders life has to offer. I was so blind to see these things. Until one day, i took myself for a walk. It's just a short one, Though long enough to stare upon things. There is the sunset, really colorful. Compared to a person's life, it's almost lifeless. For our lives is even more colorful. But they've got similarities too, both of them fades away. Life itself, has an end. As I look upon a flock of birds flying, I sensed the freedom in each flutter. They are flying without fear of attack. I wish people too, can act like birds at times. Free enough to express feelings and emotions without fear of what others might say or think. So I saw a swing nearby, I sat on it for a rest. Ten I realized, Amazing! Isn't it? A simple walk made me realize so much about life. Try it, a short wal, take time to look around and appreciate things. Appreciate life.  --iba pa talaga tingin ko sa buhay nun :) tsk

L-I-F-E

  Nahalungkat ko lang sa drafts ng email ko. Sheet tagal na nito highschool pa to oh :) Nakakahiya. but me share it anyway.

In life we often fail,

But don't get discouraged.

Don't lose hope or give up,

Take it as a challenge instead.

You might stumble once or many times,

But it's how you get up that matters.

Don't reminisce the pain,

Just learn and keep the lesson.

Life is but a journey,

Full of trials and obstacles.

But don't forget it has pleasures too,

Love, joy and peace.

Life is simple,

Life is complicated.

Life is good,

Life is bad.

Everything depends upon you,

In your perspective in life.

In what you believe in,

In what you live for.

"Life is what we make it",

That's what they often say.

True enough isn't it?

Life is all about choices therefore.

It's you who'll pick a choice,

It's you who'll suffer or rejoice.

It's all up to you after all,

Now you decide.

--Kaloka. Yun lang ang nasabi ko. Funny lang

Ang Mga Bituin at ang Aso

Song I've written long time ago.

Sobrang maikli lang to.

Nandun pa kami sa dati naming bahay.

I don't know, medyo emo ang dating pero malungkot lang talaga ang pangyayaring yun.

Heto:

WITHOUT YOU

What's the use of staring upon the sky,

when you can't see the stars anyway?

And tell me,

Where's the sense in living without you?

Teach me how to live.

Teach me how to breathe..

* Without you

without you

Everything is useless

Without you

without you

My whole world lifeless

So teach me how to live

and teach me how to breathe

without you..

Eto yung namatay yung anak ng aso namin eh.

Ang cute pa naman nung tuta.

Gray siya.

Nung namatay siya nun nakita ko talaga tahimik yung mommy dog ng ilang araw.

Which is something very unusual.

Pati mga kapatid niya nalungkot.

Naalala ko lang.

...mga panahong punong puno pa ko ng emosyon.

Can We Still Be Friends?

We can't play this game anymore, but, can we still be friends?

Things just can't go on like before but, can we still be friends?

 

You may be familiar with this song.

This is entitled as "Can we still be friends?" by Mandy Moore.

Those few questions in the song are actually running through my mind.

Well, I'm just wondering about what could be the answers to those questions.

I mean it makes a lot of sense.

When you've been in arelationship with a certain person, one or ther would actually ask such a question

"Can we still be friends?'

But if you're actually gonna think about it a bit deeper..

No.. it isn't that easy.

It canbe easy for both of you to say yes, that's true.

But is it also that easy to befriend an ex?

I don't think so.

 

 

You can pretend that everything is okay that you can be friendsa.

But both of you knows taht somehow in the deepest corner of your mind,

there could be pain,

regret,

or worst jealousy.

 

I'm not saying that this applies to all.

This is just based on my own experience.

Could have written this just beause of LSS.

LOL. :))

Enchanted Kingdom NANAMAN Kami :)

So ayun nga finally nung February 4, 2012 bumalik ulit kami sa Enchanted Kingdom

Well nag enjoy naman ako,

Ewan ba bakit parang tamad tamaran lang.

Ang init naman kasi eh.

Compared nung November 24 2011 na huli kaming pumunta.

 

But anyway, here's how the experience goes:

Well yung pagtra travel sobrang fun naman kasi talaga.

Nag commute kasi kami.

So super sakay kami ng bus and all that.

 

Pagdating dun dahil di pa open,

sangkatutak na jumpshot ang nangyari.

 

Pagkapasok una kaming sumakay sa flying fiesta na di man lamang kami naexcite.

Buti pa kung sasmpung sakay nalang sa anchor's away at jungle log jam

 

Mas masaya pa sana.

 

Isa pa yung Rialto na di ko alam kung para san pa ang seatbelt.

 

Pero oo nga pala, pambata ang Enchanted Kingdom.

 

Mga pagkain na walang kinasarap.

 

Masarap lang yung lugaw na may chicharon sa labas.

 

SARAP!!!

 

Tas ayun nakabili naman ako ng tumbler at hat ni Bella.

 

Nakakapagod pero dahil I'm with my TNL friends, masaya pa din :)))

Touched :)

I am indeed touched that after a month here in blogspot.com. I've had 100views already! I know madami diyan libo libo o milyon na ang views. Pero a month ater? wow naman sa 100. Happy na ko. Medyo busy busyhan ngayon so I'll be back on Monday para i share ang pagbalik sa Enchanted Kingdom kahapon at Bulacan bukas :)) Night.

Childhood.... I miss you! :)

Oh how I miss thosedays wherein I was just a kid.
When all I have to do is wake up in the morning go to school,
and when I'm finally home in the afternoon I can play all I want.

No responsibilities,
No pressure,
No demands from you,
No obligations..

All you have to do is play when it's sunny.
Bathe in the rain when it comes.

I was even excited to grow up when I was still a kid.
If I could just click on a forward button I will.
But as we know life,
it doesn't work that way.

Yeah they said life is a bitch.
Life is unfair.
It comes around and knock you down.

Well CHILDHOOD even if I really miss you so much..
I know you'll never come back.
'Cause time is something you can never repeat.
And you are time's companion.

Maybe I just have to keep the lessons you taught me.

But CHILDHOOD,
It's really hard to let you go.
That's why in despair it's you that I'm searching for.

I have love you CHILDHOOD.
And I will.. forever.

Thank you for teaching me great lessons.

• When I fall and got bruises,cry then get up
• When it's sunny enjoy it's brightness even if it's hot
• When it's raining and it's cold take a bath from it's endless shower
• When you are embarrased forget it the next day
• Laugh your heart out when you heard a funny joke, until your tummy aches
• Cry when your sad, endlessly, then move on and forget
• Forgive like pain and anger will go away after shakin hands with someone you hate
• Be contented to sit in the park and appreciate the free time
• Be amazed in nature's simplicity
• Enjoy every food you want and forget about my diet
• Don't care how I look like as long as it's fun
• Money is not a problem we can play with whatever we can see the surroundings
• Wear anything without a care
• No backstabbing friends
• More time with family
• There's just so may things i miss bout you!

You know that I love you. You know that I miss you. But I can never have you. We can never be together, officially, I understand. But remember: my heart is with you. Thank you for every lesson. For every joy and laughter. All the sincere smile and endless tears. You may not know it but you were one of those that I love the most, and treasures the most. As I've said in one of my poems, "I hope we will see each other again, in this same blank horizon, A better you and better I, a better heart, a better smile".

See you again CHILDHOOD. I love you. ♥ 

Haiku

A butterfly crossed my sight,
then it flew away..
..gone amidst the wind.

Mga TNL :)

Minsan natatawa ko sa sarili ko.
Kagaya ng isang araw.
Niyaya ko ang isa sa mga kaibigan ko na kumain ng pares.
Pagkatapos namin kumain habang hithit bugang yosi, natawa ko.
Nang magtanong siya kung bakit medyo malabo ang naging tugon ko.

"Kung hindi ako ang sarili ko, mawiwirduhan siguro ko kung makikita ko akong ginagagawa ang mga bagay na ginagawa ko. Hahahaha"

Elaborate????

Kasi naman kyng iisipin mong mabuti babae akong naturingan.
Pero makikita mo akong nakikipag inuman kahit pa abutin ng 24-48 oras nonstop.
Kumakain ng pares, streetfood etc habang nakasuot ng maikling dress at mataas na heels.
Nakikipagusap tungkol sa mga kabalahuraan, kabalasubasan at kung ano ano pa habang nagyoyosi.
Open sa usapang maniac.
Well magmanyakan tayo game.
Hahahaha.

Napaka liberated. Game sa lahat.

Minsan nga pakiramdam ko sumusobra na ko.

Pero masaya ko.
Di naman kasi ako ganito dati.
Until nameet ko ang TNL friends ko.

Kalsada

Kanina habang nasa biyahe ako papasok sa opisina,
Nakatingin ako sa labas ng bintana ng sasakyan.
tahimik na nagmamasid sa mga tao, sasakyan, gusali.. sa lahat.

May isang partikular na tagpo ang pumukaw sa aking lutang na kamalayan.

Kung tutuusin napakasimple lang naman talaga.
Dalawang bata akala ko naglalaro.
Hinila ng isa ang kasama, tila magkapatid na nagkakatuwaan.
Sabay maya maya may dumating na lalaki at ginulat nila ito.
Ang ama nila sa pakiwari ko.
Naglalakad sila habang nagtatawana.
Napagandang larawan.
Kung maari nga lang ito kuhanan at ipinta sa mga sandaling yun ginawa ko na.

Minsan ang mga pinakasimple talagang bagay di naman kailangan ng pera.
Kundi tunay na saya.
Bukal sa pusong pagtawa.
Mga halakhak na dulot ay ligaya.
Lahat ng iyan ang nagbibigay kahulugan sa buhay.
Nagpapaikot sa mundong ito.

Kahit pa sabihin mong nangyari ang mga iyon sa gitna lang ng kalsada.

Sometimes You Just Wann Go Back and Rewind but Sometimes its Better to push Fast Forward

For the longest time Ive kept my emotions

For the longest time I showed everybody how strong I am.

I tried my best to prove that my hard is made of stone and not glass.

I know I'm not resistant to pain but it took a long time to prove that Im not numb.

 

Today is a different day, cause today Im letting go.. totally.

There is a chance I may never see him again.

I know that.

 

But what's confusing is that I thought that's what I really want,

but what's with the tears?

Cant even say that these are tears of swadness nor joy.

 

And that's actually the part that I hate the most.

When Im confused.

I'd rather be depressed than be confused.

But Id rather be confused than numb.

 

Numbness is a phase I dont wanna go back to.

Atleast now Im starting to feel again.

Im starting to think about what I want again.

Im starting to get back in track.

I hope this is the real start.

 

I wanna change.. for the better.

I wanna love again.

I wanna be happy again.

Cry endlessly while watching movies.

Laugh til my tummy aches just because of nonsensical jokes.

I wanna be afraid to do something again and be afraid of my limits.

I want my hopeless romantic side back.

I wanna write stories again.

Inspirational ones.
Eerie ones.

Love stories.

Poems.

Paint.

 

 

I want my rainbow colored life back.

I want ME back.

Nakakapagod

Alam mo yung pagod na pagod?

YUn ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Sa totoo lang di ko alam kung maiyak ba ako o kung dapat ba.

Minsan nakakainis isipin na halos hindi ko na maramdaman ang emosyon.

Parang oo nalang sige.

Love stories? Corny.

Action? Bobo ng editing.

Yung mga bagay na dati ko namang naeenjoy because of my emotions.

Well I'm not emo in sense na emo emohan

Pero dati simple lag talaga.

Tapos ayun biglang pakiramdam ko ang tigas na ng puso ko.

No matter how hard I try.. 

Can't fall

"Pain is inevitable, you just get used to it"

Yun ang sabi nila.

Well pwede nga namang totoo..

Sad part?

When you become used to it, you become numb.

Na pati ibang emotions di mo na mafeel.

When I broke up with my last boyfriend,

okay kaya ko.

Sabi ko pa nga, I wanna fall inlove again.. one day.

Isipin mong sinabi ko pang I'll fall inlove again this year.

Pero malabo.

sobra. 

But Im still hoping na oo...

Basta isang araw gusto ko magmahal ulit.

This time kung pwede sana totoo na.

Nakakaumay

Alam mo yung kahit masarap naman pag paulit ulit na nkakakaumay din pala? Tipong gustong gusto mo pero dahil nga yun nalang palagi nagsawa ka. Kadalasan naman talaga ginagamit natin ang terminong "nakakaumay" sa pagkain. Pero kung iisipin mo nga namang nmabuti, may mga bagay tayong ginagawa na maaari din tawaging nakakaumay. Halimbawa nalang ang pag iiom, oo alam ko masarap uminom, masarap na masarap talaga, pagka uwian na, pagka off, pagka may okasyon (na parang lagi namang may okasyon, birthday ng kung sino sino at di sila nauubos) at kahit wala magcelebrate pa din, dahil masaya, malungkot, broken hearted, inlove, sila na, break na, at kung ano ano pang shit! ay ewan! pero yun nga gaya ng sinasabi ko, masarap uminom, pero darating at darating ka sa isang punto ng buhay mo isang araw, sasabihin mo ang mga katagang "shit ayoko na uminom" sapagkat NAUMAY ka na nga. pero  syempre lahat ng pagkaumay ay lumilipas, pag wala na ang umay edi go na ulit. Hindi lang din sa pagkain, pag inom applicable ang pagkaumay. kundi sa lahat ng putanginang bagay na paulit ulit nating ginagawa halos magsawa ka na. Tipong, pagsya shopping, pagpe facebook, pakikipaglandian, panggagago, pakikipagsex. ah basta yun lang yun. Ikaw san ka ba kasi nauumay? Sige kain muna ko.